Innocence is Bliss

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:48:15 GMT

*floating*

♥

I'm so mushy. *giggle*

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 00:50:08 GMT

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Crap! I slept with Seamus. I mean, we got drunk. It was so awkward after our kiss and then we had these delicious drinks and then I wake up naked with him. And then... God. I'm a horrible person. I can't believe this. God. And now he'll probably tell people and then George will find out. Or I have to tell George, but I don't know how to explain it. I can't make it seem okay. It doesn't seem okay to me in anyway.

I feel so dirty. Why would I sleep with someone when I really like someone else? Why!? I know I like George... alot. But then, it was like Seamus thought I was so sexy. And then it just got out of hand. I'm such a bitch. And then I lied to Seamus. I'm really a bad person. I'm just spiraling out of control. I'm not sexy. I'm not sexual. I'm cute. My head hurts. I'm a huge b-word. I hope George doesn't hate me.
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I don't want you to be mad at me.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 20:09:43 GMT

I have a job! ♥

...And I'm a bad person. Ugh.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 23:50:57 GMT

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!

I can't wait to see him again!

♥

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 04:36:26 GMT

You'll never guess... hehehe.

It's a secret!

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 21:13:37 GMT

Love can be limited by numbers. I never knew that.

I had a good time with George at his brother's wedding. I always like weddings. So much happiness ~~and drama~~ and love in the air. It's just nice to be around that. I hope someday to find someone to share all of that with. I'm sure I will, but sooner better than later.

Schools almost over and I can't wait to get home and see my friends! I miss my muggle friends. They seem so much less dramatic.

I think I'm taking this all too hard. I should go to sleep. It's getting late.

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I'm considering getting a tattoo, but if I did, it'd have to be where I could hide it so no one could see it unless I wanted them to. I'll have to think about it more. I don't want anyone to know yet though. My parents would be disappointed in me probably and my friends would think I've gone crazy. I just can't stop thinking about it.

And what if "Maybe in the future" isn't enough for me? *sigh*
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Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:23:59 GMT

I'm going to Fred's wedding with George! I can't wait!

I already know what dress I'm wearing.

THIS ONE!

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 03:16:43 GMT

I'm hopeful for things to work out. I believe that people have soulmates. People they are meant to be with. I've always believed that.

I believe when you're with someone that you're only with them. That you give them everything and you're focused completely on them. ~~I believed we had that.~~

I know it's okay to be broken up over a relationship gone bad, but really, I just keep telling myself things that are meant to be happen. ~~It gets me through the nights.~~

I feel a little confused. A little sadness. A lot hurt.

~~I think I was falling in love with him.~~

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 05:04:35 GMT

Just so you all know, Colin and I broke up. He has feelings for someone else. We appear to have some major differences in our beliefs about relationships.

Is there no one in this school who believes that you can have feelings for just one person?

~~I thought we had something.~~

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 16:25:19 GMT

Oh Merlin! I'm old!

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 09:55:28 GMT

Colin and I are dating. He is the most wonderful boy in the world. I'm so very lucky. *gush*

Friends at home, I hope you're doing well. I'm sorry I didn't make it home to see you guys over hols, but we've been stuck here at school due to some weird bubble wrap thing. I'll see you this summer though!

I'm SO blessed. <3

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 05:25:46 GMT

What happened?

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 15:20:25 GMT

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Is it a bad thing to want someone to be hungry for you? Like just really really want to take you and you know. I mean, it doesn't make me a slut, does it? Like this one night, with Draco, he really seemed like he wanted to rip off my clothes and I kinda liked it. It does make me a slut. Damn.
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Nothing that new to report. I've been busy having Draco sweep me off my feet. It's a tough life. *giggle*

SOC

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 05:30:58 GMT

I talked to Dean and Harry today. They're both so sweet! It's so nice to meet some more great people. I don't understand why people wouldn't love it here.

I talked to Lavender too. She's such a nice girl. And so pretty. Gosh!

And I've found out that I'm the only virgin left here at school. Ah well...

If you're my one, will you hurry up and find me? I'm so impatient! *teehee*

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 10:57:25 GMT

He kissed me! He kissed me! I'm on cloud 9. This year is already becoming everything I wanted it to be. Which well, was mostly just happy. Considering what happened last year, I think we could use some happy around here.

Summer Plans!

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:38:36 GMT

I spent the summer on the beach in Greece. My parents paid for the house and I got to spend alot of time with my muggle friends. *grin* We mostly just shopped and tanned. I'm so glad that I got to see them. I don't see nearly enough of them now that I'm at Hogwarts. Not that I'm not thrilled to be at Hogwarts. So now I'm back! And tan! Yay! I can't wait to see everyone back at Hogwarts. I feel like a new person. Totally refreshed!